January 2012
1 post
Somebody that I used to know..
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over but had me believing it was always something that I’d done.. And I don’t wanna live that way. Reading into every word you say.. You said that you could let it go and I wouldn’t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know.. But you didn’t have to cut me off. Make out like it never happened and that we were...
December 2011
1 post
You like your girls insane..
Dont make me sad, don’t make me cry. Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don’t know why. Keep making me laugh, lets go get high. The road is long, we carry on, try to have fun in the meantime. Come take a walk on the wild side, let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain. You like your girls insane. Choose your last words, this is the last time. Cause you and I, we were...
November 2011
1 post
What am I supposed to do
when all I think about is you….
October 2011
2 posts
In a room of hundreds..
they’ve got nothing on you. Sure they look good in numbers but that’s just not gonna do..
Show me anger and fierce fists clutching onto air..
Show me anything. Just show me you care..
March 2011
1 post
No baby..
I ain’t got the time to figure out what makes you smile or makes you tend to lie..
February 2011
1 post
A boombox can change the world, you've got to know... →
January 2011
5 posts
Boys, grab your guns! It's all in good fun..
Your name is devastation. You filled us with frustration. You could have fooled anyone. We handed up the lucky ones.
So you stood us up and you let us down, now you’re backing off, you’ve got nothing to say. I think your brain got lost in the airwaves
Why are you so scared of running from the takers? Why were you so afraid of staying in the same place?
I think it’s time we...
The light is dark...
I’m in a distant memory. Was it real or just a dream? I count the weeks, the days, the hours, still I’ll be, be alone with you, be alone with you.
Everything I said I wanted, everything I said I need, left me here to wait for you, and now I’m stuck here in between.
If I had another chance, if I could do this all again. I don’t know how I’d change a thing.
I’d...
Home is wherever I'm with you...
Alabama, Arkansas. I do love my Ma & Pa.. not the way that I do love you.
Holy moly, me, oh my, you’re the apple of my eye. Girl, I’ve never loved one like you. Man, oh man, you’re my best friend, I scream it to the nothingness. There ain’t nothing that I need. Well, hot & heavy, pumpkin pie, chocolate candy, Jesus Christ. There ain’t nothing please me more than you.. Ahh, Home. Let me...
So Sick...
So sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick. We’re both such magnifacent liars, so crush me baby, I’m all ears. So obviously desperate, so desperately obvious. I’ll give in one more time and feed you stupid lines all about it’s basic..
I said I'd walk you home..
after our third round of pouring whiskey down the barrel of our guts and I grabbed hold of your hand. We’re up and we’re out and we’re yelling through the streets and I’m out of my fucking mind And I know you’re next to me but I must confess what’s in my head. Keep pumping now, legs to beat the ground, and our hearts to beat the band. The sky’s on fire...
October 2010
4 posts
It is fashionable..
..to be single.. in big cities.. but not in small towns..
And now I do want you to know..
I’ll hold you up above everyone… And I do want you to know I think you’d be good to me and I’d be so good to you.. I would..
You may say that I'm a dreamer..
but I’m not the only one.. I hope someday you’ll join us and the world will live as one..
Someone come..
Someone come and save my life! Maybe I’ll sleep when I am dead, but now it’s like the night is taking sides.. With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind.. could it be this misery will suffice? I’ve become a simple souvenir of someone’s kill.. And like the sea, I’m constantly changing from calm to ill.. Madness fills my heart and soul, as if the great divide...
September 2010
3 posts
No you don't hold grudges..
The phone rings in the morning, you keep picking up half asleep.. At times, he’ll call beaming… At times he’ll call you in defeat..
Do you strike those years from the record? Or do you take them face to face?
I know you’re one to pull no punches honey.. and I love you that way
Sympathy For The Martyr...
A laundry list of problems doesn’t make you interesting.. And never getting help doesn’t make you brave.. Not listening to reason doesn’t mean that you have faith.. You’re just cutting off your nose to spite your face..
August 2010
1 post
Oh no...
I think I lost myself in your deep blue eyes..
I think it’s time we cut to the chase tonight….
July 2010
5 posts
I just need you now..
Picture-perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reaching for the phone cause I can’t fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind? For me it happens all the time Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk and I need you now Said I...
What am I supposed to do..
When the best part of me was always you..
What am I supposed to say that I’m choked up that you’re okay..
I’m falling to pieces..
Cause when a heart breaks, it don’t break even..
I feel so untouched..
And I want you so much that I just can’t resist you. It’s not enough to say that I miss you.. I feel so untouched right now. Need you so much somehow. I can’t forget you. Been going crazy from the moment I met you..
If you're ready to be my everything..
If you’re ready to see it through this time..
If you’re ready for love then this I will bring..
but i’m not going to wait for you forever this time..
June 2010
2 posts
My girls..
Make me smile, cry, think, miss, wish, hope, dream, laugh, and most importantly love.
My girls are always there for me and I hope they know I’m always there for them. Now that Marlo is moving to Toronto, the four of us will be together again and all will be whole and complete again.
We are who we are, I love my girls!
[Me, Marlo, Camille, and Kristen]
Can we pretend that..
airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars.. I could really use a wish right now..
May 2010
4 posts
I'm miles from where you are..
I lay down on the cold ground and I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms..
I've been slacking hardcore..
I guess the last time I wrote anything of any substance when as I was packing for my move to Toronto..
I’ve since completely moved in and we’re still somewhat getting settled but we’re home. I have a job.. which.. don’t get me wrong, is good for the time being. I love my boss and co-workers but it’s not what I want to be doing with my life. It’s not the reason...
February 2010
1 post
Everybody sing..
..like it’s the last song you will ever sing.. tell me tell me do you feel the pressure..
We were born for this..
January 2010
20 posts
Today has been hard..
I move into my new place in just a few days. My own place. Like a big girl.
But like a big girl, I have to sort through my years and years of “memory boxes” of little pieces that somehow mean something to me in some way. True, most are movie tickets from first dates, or 19+ wristbands from an amazing night when I was underage.. but I’ve found a lot more than that.
Today I...
All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses...
– T.E. Lawrence
How on earth..
is Ben Nemtin so beautiful?!?!?
Spend the night lit listening to Miles Davis..
You said it makes you want to fall in love or be smart enough to keep your distance.. you can’t decide..
Lovers who have lost their cause..
You could just be lovers you can’t be friends at least then the attraction is genuine. Maybe it’s the baggage that turns you on now that all the danger’s gone…
A wonderful person once told me that..
..people say scars are like badges of honour, so bruises are like temporary tattoos!
Lately I've been tired and uninspired..
Like wolves..
I can’t help but lick my lips at the thought of biting into your skin..
How does...
…someone I used to consider one of my bestfriends.. become so cold hearted towards me for NO reason.. girls.. are.. bitches..
Let's shoot some drugs and fall inlove..
I am unbreakable..
…but it looks like I could sometime soon and you are unreachable about as possible as me touching the moon..
Oh I hope to god..
..I mean a little more than the sounds that escape your tired 4 A.M. lips.. Oh how I wish I meant a little more than a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips..
I’m just a bad actor stuck with a shitty script..
All of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak.. There was no music for the first time I got kissed.. There was no femme fatale, my mistress wasn’t rich.. So I’ve been formatted to fit your TV screen. The film went straight to tape, I’ll bow out quietly…
Hold...
I’m too stupid to be aware of the beauty that you give this place and how shitty this town would seem without you in it. When you aren’t around I let the shades fall down to shut out all the sun’s light and make myself feel all right.
What am I doing with my life?
And so the lion fell in love with the lamb..
What a stupid lamb..
What a sick, masochistic lion..
It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time..